Letter to Kelly

This song kind of explains itself in the lyrics. It’s pretty blatant. As I was writing it, there were many opportunities to try and make the lyrics a little more general. I thought, “That is way too specific to this one person. I should change it so it sounds like it could apply to anyone or anything.” Every time I even thought that, I would put my pen to the page and come up completely empty. The only way this song worked was if I wrote it for only one person. In fact, most of the lyrics are codes and even inside jokes for Kelly to decipher so she knows for sure that I am talking about her.

So we are clear, this was meant to be nothing romantic. This girl was such a good friend and I can’t believe we lost touch. I did a little text painting at the end of the song with that friendship echoed in the two guitar lines at the end playing in harmony as it fades out. As I listen back, I wish I was a little more varied with the melody lines in the verses.

I’ll go into depth about the codes and inside jokes within the lyrics if you want to “read more”. Click the link at the bottom of the page.

Letter to Kelly

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Well I wonder if you will remember
You knew me 180 school days at best
Please take this song as my letter
‘Cause I don’t know your current address

But you sat in the back of my freshman class
With a fast, witty crack and a backwards hat

I don’t know if you’re still in Ohio
To tell the truth, and I’m kind of ashamed
I’d check facebook for a pic and a bio
But I can’t remember your last name

But it’s right on the tip of my tongue
Right on the tip of my tongue

All I remember had sorrow attached
Hoping this finds you much better than that
Signing, Sincerely, Your Friend, P.S.

I hope you are writing me back.

In the parking lot on the last day
It took a year but we both opened up
Out from hiding and trying to say
Words that hurt you far too much

That’s when I saw you back home at the mall
You were with your friend by the Cinnabon
If I would have thought that’s the last time we’d talk
I’d have said something other than gotta run

Senior year and my fear in ’98
Lose a friend and what then after we graduate
Then I found myself on campus at Kent State
Looking around
But your no where to be found

Mitchell Goosen is stylin’
Now I know you are smiling
And I hope you are writing me back.

(describing how I remember her)

(Cheesy yes, I know, but I had to be specific)

(It’s true and embarrassing. The point of writing the tune is that I hope she might hear this and figure out that I’m looking for her. I’m pretty easy to find.)

(This is actually the chorus to a song that we both knew and initially bonded on in the hallway between classes like the first week we had met. The song is from the sound track to a movie I’m embarrassed to say I watched quite a bit. And when I say quite a bit, I was pretty obsessed with it. It was an early 90′s flick called Airborne, that was pretty much just an excuse to show off a new product at the time called Rollerblades, on which I lived for awhile. When she showed me the song I said, “Hey, I know this.” She said, “No you don’t.” completely expecting that there was no way I had seen this movie. But, when I figured out where it was from, she was pretty amazing that we liked the same random movie and our friendship started right there. Just so you know, that movie does have a couple of notable young actors, namely Jack Black and Seth Green.)

(Here is the most obscure, goofy thing I did. On my page, I usually write out “Verse” and “Chorus” at the beginning of their respective paragraphs. In doing this as the first line to this chorus, it creates an acronym if you read from top to bottom using the first letters of
each phrase and the letter C from “Chorus” spelling out C.A.H.S. which was the high school we both attended, at least my freshman
year. I hope that makes sense.)

(This paints the picture of a conversation I thought we were going to have where we actually go deeper than just goofy around and making jokes. But, itnever happened. It was the last day of school and I thought I was just see her the next year after summer break. I
ended up transferring and we got really disconnected.)

(No explaination needed. That’s exactly what happened. The speck of info that I got from her about how to find her is that she was going to Kent State.)

(Mitchell Goosen is the main character from Airborne. He was a surfer kid from Cali who was forced to go live with his relatives in Cincinnati for a year. I just thought this would make her laugh if she ever heard the song.)

13 thoughts on “Letter to Kelly

  1. Wow. I really really love this song! My friend and I just listened to it one time and started singing the chorus together. It is catchy! I like how you go through the memories of her and the last time you saw her and how you’re still looking for her. What a shame to lose and not be able to find a friend like that. Good luck on your search & keep up the incredible work!

  2. It is such a good song I don’t even care if it’s repetitive or even specific. It makes me want to be part of the story and I am pulling for the happy ending. Maybe she’s telling the story from her perspective to her friends but she actually remembers your name. I love the acoustic work but I can hear some tasteful backgrounds and band arrangement coming down the pipe. This needs a legit recording and to find it’s way to your next record. Which, by the way, I am eager to hear. Love the variety that your putting down on this project.

  3. I remember when I first heard this song a long time ago, I loved it then, and I love it just as much now that you’ve refreshed it by smoothing the rhythm and going acoustic.

    Or maybe I’ve completely forgotten the way I had originally heard it, but this does sound smoother and the tempo seems slower (which I like).

    Good job. :)

  4. I have loved this song! So glad it’s on the mixtape. Never really caught the words; but man so relevant to the now! p.s. love the guitar work!!!

  5. I see you have updated the social networking search engine to “facebook”…sorry myspace! haha nice, I always have and continue to love this song and the concept behind it. Love your work Bro!

  6. I remember hearing this song last year at the Dublin Arts Fair….coulda sworn you were singing to some girl that dump you!!

    Thanks for clearing it up, now i don’t feel so bad for you, haha!

  7. I’ve always loved this song :) And that comment right above mine makes me so happy!! :D

  8. “Please take this song as a letter cause I don’t know your current address.” Great line!

  9. Aww, man, this a cute song. I have done this, whee I have looked up old friends I havent seen, especially since I did have a huge crush on this one girl, as a senior. She was a sophomore and I think she likes me too and she even wrote me a letter or two. I didn’t see it and threw her letters in the trash because I thought she wasn’t serious. Also, the next semester, she transferred to another school. So, it was too late to even find her. I kick myself in the ass once in awhile. But, in fairness, she never knew how I flet and I will never forget her…

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